I was dreaming...

Every day I wake up with an illusion
my mind splashes like waves of ocean
she walks in beauty with her spell bounding smile
her face in the gentle wisps of blue magical eyes
my heart beats very strong when i see her coming
even in the moonlight she look stunning
my voice loses its tone, does not sound the same
feeling like i have forgotten my own name
i love the way she laugh with joy and excitement
but suddenly everything vanished & silent
lost in myself with my thoughts streaming
as i already know that i was dreaming

Experimenting

It's very hard to describe your own style. And I'm young, so I'm still experimenting.
We are afraid of ideas, of experimenting, of change. We shrink from thinking a problem through to a logical conclusion.
That's why i decided to go out in the world & face it & experience it in my own ways.....:)

working on expressions of face

Learning things is not a big deal,but teaching self is something to be proud on...& that's what i am feeling right now...:)

DOORS

DOORS 

Opening it could be full of surprises 

Or could end up in a crisis 

It always opens both way

Either u cross it or stay

When it is closed always i'm curious 

When it opens I get suspecious

Thoughts crosses my mind

To find what is there behind

They say it contains all truths and lies

You'll never know,if you won't try 

Many chapters of life are locked 

let's find the key

It may lead to the paths still not walked

& could ride you over the waves of the sea.....

so 

doors are just not door

they are much more

than we think

could change the things in a blink

आज मेरी कविता मुझसे नराज है

आज मेरी कविता मुझसे नराज है डर है उसे, लिख कर भुल गया हूँ मैं । वो कहती है, एक तुम ही तो हो जिसके संग खिलखिलाकर हँस लेती हूँ । कभी एक दुल्हन कि तरह सज लेती हूँ । पर जब तुम ही नहीं करोगे बातें मुझसे तो क्यों मैं बैठु रोज ऐसे सजसवर के । वो कहती है,याद है तुम्हे, कभी एक दर्द तुम्हारा छुपा लिया था । तो कभी एक ख़ुशी मे हमने ईद और दीवाली मना ली थी । और जब रात का अंधेरा बाँटा हमने आधा-आधा फिर क्यों मुझे धुप कम छाँव ज्यादा। अब क्या बताऊ उसे किन उल्जनो मे फसा हूँ मैं । कैसे उसके बिना, दुखों मे भी हँसा हूँ मैं । वक़्त कि रफ़्तार मे खो गया हूँ मैं । ऐसा नहीं है, कि उसे भूल कर सो गया हूँ मैं । इस दौड़ती जिंदगी से एक पल चुरा कर उसे दे देने को जी चाहता है । इंद्र धनुष से रंग उधार मांग कर उसके संग रंगोली बनाने को जी चाहता है । बारिश कि इन बूंदो मे उसके संग एक बार फिर से पागलो सा नाचने को जी चाहता है । ये सब बातें सुना कर आज उसे फिर से मनाने को जी चाहता है ।

Me & My Life

on a summer eve wondering about the life

memories flashes and washed away 

past falling like an autumn leaf

feeling like burden of debt to pay

many things have fallen apart

always bursting out with anger and never any pride.

feeling like a part of me lost deep in my heart

something is wrong and all this hurt inside

no one cares and notice

it is me who can correct this

LIFE is too precious to let it slip away

live everyday and make  your own way

now i can enjoy the sun set

and now i know it will rise again

many things will happen , which haven't yet

and i'll dance with life in the rain

Take time to do what makes your soul happy...

State of delusion

today i can't recognise my own reflection

all suddenly blurred far from perfection

the person i used to know as me

is lost somewhere in his own troubled sea

unaware of what to think

things are changing with every blink

some secrets i have kept for such a long time, 

I almost forgot that they were ever mine

not a single event makes sense to him

even confused thinking either sink or swim

only thing he believe in is his dreams every night

where he can dance with faeries in moonlight

but living in dreams is totally insane

soon this all be over after a rain

& he would feel the hideous pain

then the ruffled silence will spread again

Sweet Strange Friend

Your body glistens in the light

& i don't want to miss a moment of tonight

Awkward we don't have many things to talk

But i was loving this silent walk

The smell of your perfume just made me smile

Cuteness on your face made me wish to freeze this moment for a while

You're the prettiest girl  i have ever known

I just want to live there whether it is dusk or dawn

It was much better than my dream

Everything is just perfect or so it seem

You voice reminds me of the song that wind sings

About a bird with broad wings & cheers that spring brings...

It was the sweetest day & now its going to end

& we will always be strange but sweet friends.....

a tribute to legend....

Marilyn Monroe

my first date

it was my first date

 hell nervous like going for debate 

it wasn't just fate

& i was already half n hour late

neither i could choose a present 

nor i could select to wear

my heart skipped a beat when i saw you

you were looking beautiful in blue

your dazzling eyes & sweet smile

make me feel lucky for a while 

we begin to walk

you started the talk

sea waves beating on sand

there we sit hand in hand

slowly the sun begins to set

but it seems like we have just met

then everything starts fading

its like if i was dreaming

Lost me

the long silence distributed by a single drop

Now paths are clear and have a hope

But i’m waiting for someone somewhere

In a full moon with lots of stories to share

People just passing me by

Living their life without knowing why?

They travel the whole world round

Now thinking what they have found

All they need is a mirror’s reflection

Which will tell them the right direction

I have been waiting for that someone very long

But this feeling is strong that i was wrong

Because the one i was waiting is ME

Lost in echoes of self scream

But still doors are open and path clear to see

So this is just beginning of beautiful dream

People may doubt what you say but they will believe what you do.