#HaPpYNewYeAr

It hardly matters if i write or not, here, as no one has interest in reading it. Still when the whole world celebrate the Jan 1st, Why not me !!


And about the resolution thing I'm taking an initiative or I can say challenging myself with 52 novels in 52 weeks of this year. I hope I'll be able to do this task in desciplined way.

BEST WISHES !!!!!

and don't forget to smile always because life is too short to wait for the right time. :)

My first song -- #nayisi baat

https://soundcloud.com/lekhram-meena/nayi-si-baat-hai

#placed TATApowerDDL

People says "Believe in yourself
& Success will find your way."

But what i know "Never quit day dreams,
 b'coz some days are meant to be your day"

Potrait of a lady

A beauty with smile, resplendent in grace,
such beautiful eyes, in a beautiful face.

Inevitable truth

Sometimes life is like an orchestral prelude

And the other time it is strangely subdued

 If you keep recalling how life used to be

 With a perspective how much it's worthy

And cling to a wish to feel it all again

 It'll never change and always remains the same

Will have to face the reality with all it's cruelty

As you're unaware and obscured with it's beauty

Once you raged upon the futility of all

Now can't control and the teardrops fall

But life goes on and once gone is gone

And you'll have to regret it if you keep waiting for an impossible dawn 

She is long gone

Her smiling face always fresh like morning

in the corridor, still I hear her voice singing

 In garden, I see her in flowers of tulips

 recalling the way she used to call me stupid 

Emotions erupting but i'm trying to swallow

and embracing her fluffy soft pillow 

whose core still secrets her scent 

lost in the memories that we spent 

now the doves are exhausted of mournful call 

but i'm still staring at pictures hanging on the wall 

she is long gone but i don't want to accept the fact

 because every single memory of her is still pure and intact

Still she smiles....

Her past has been trodden & broken

Could find the truth in a single word spoken

Living with the bitter & twisted lies

Still she smiles

Had lived a discriminated life

Always she was the one with limited choice

Have been trying to spring high like a tide

Still she smiles

Slowly her youth will slip away & trickle

Certainly she would be old with the wrinkles

Might even loose sight of her eyes

Still she smiles

Dare to dream & fly high in the sky

She is one i can call catcher in the rye

Though no one ever heard her silent cries

Still she smiles

Her sassiness is disguised by many

But she is happy with apricot dipped in honey

Scattered believes stops her to rise

Still she smiles

She might be an unfledged sparrow

Still she earned her pride & never borrow

With her soft hands ,you might not be surprised

Still she smiles

Leaving behind nights of terror and fears

She kept walking & swiping away all the tears

People wish to see bowed head and lowered eyes

Still she smiles

I'm not a sex toy...i too want to live a normal life

Every night here is same as the day before

Some shitty men will come to have choice of whore

Likewise my pride is diminished as i also sell them lust

But deep inside me my feelings are full of disgust

I have lost the count  of those pimping jerks

Who came to me to full fill their sex thrust

In the beginning,i suffered the resistance and pain

No one came to help,so sobbing & crying was in vain

Broken, bruised & sore between my legs everytime

Why i was punished,if i haven't done any crime

Now its easier to deal with their ways and amusement

I'm treated as a thing, owned & used for one night rent

Like a cursed outcast everyone avoid me

I don't remember childhood dreams, what i wanted to be

But my woes can be eliminated if treated well

I could live normal life out of this hell if you help

My angel,my daughter

When she came to my life it was filled with joy and pleasure,
Every moment after that has been like most precious treasure
Adorable face with tiny hands, feet & knees
Slowly learning to bounce, play, cuddle & squeeze
Her cute expressions with messy hairs
& her beautiful eyes are like pearl's pairs
Those chubby little cheeks with pointy chin
Feeling of calmness in touch of her soft silky skin
She loves to sleep with my hand tucked under her head
Snuggled around my arms, I love the way she say goodnight dad
Her unfledged voice filled with everlasting laughter
I feel blessed whenever I hold my angel,  my daughter

Strangers

So many pleasant faces we encounter every day
Awkward smiles or have a good day, we might say
Doesn't have to know from where & how are they
Just a few brief moments & then we walk on our own way
Small exchanges with strangers, different kind of pleasure
These random talks sometimes results in finding a treasure
We acquaint them once or twice or sometimes more
Couldn't remember all but some have impacts for sure
Even the best friend now was also a stranger once
But we laughed ,cried ,fight ,celebrated ,taught each other & also learned
Living & dying among the strangers is our destiny
Strange it is but I love being stranger & accept it as my identity

Dazzling evening

A shimmering gracious crimson evening fading away

& proud pleasant sunset marks the end of the day

A warm luscious tint glowing earth and sky

Into the dawn over the pines as the birds fly

This lucid dream dazzles my wondering eyes

With every blink, flattered, as the water rise

Those leaping tides, advancing, laps the unconscious shore

& the mystical song of nightingale catches everyone's 

attention for sure

With my face upraised i felt my every breath

Enjoying the soothing & magical touch of that breeze

Slowly eyes glistened by the full-orbed moonlight

Calmness of these moment are delightful invite

delusory pleasures

  

Passionate by the charisma of glittering world

Deep emotions of own soul left unheard

Unaware of the rusted layers covering their character

Following the trends of society is only thing that matters

Distracted & dishonoured in the race without destination

Even forgotten the moral values & life's lessons

Searching for the unsure delusory pleasures

Surrounded with material things is the only measure

Deep sense of belongingness for self is lost

Winning in a hassle at any coat matters the most

But at the end, when find out that they had lived a wasteful life

They could have been anyone because they had every choice

A friend's advice

20 years back we were about same height

I travelled around world but he stood there firm & tight 

Slowly we grew young & strong

Couldn't find a place where i belong 

Today when i rest under his shade

Recollecting the memories that once start to fade

Lost in fast paced with a greed for money

Even forgotten my life's symphony 

Suddenly i heard the familiar whispers of a friend 

That the past is gone & nothing can be mend

I may not  be knowing the names of places you have been

But I'm telling you all this from the experience of world i have seen 

Love the life for what you were & live the one you want to

If you had a bad phase than start a fresh & new